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Hey. Im Y/N and this is my story of finding my self-worth. [laughs to yourself], I will tell you this, it wasnt easy. Looking at me now you couldnt even tell I been thru some of the things I been thru. My life was in packed with so much drama...well until God sent me an angel by the name of Chris. At first I didnt even believe angels existed until he came along. God proved me wrong. Well sit back and relax because Im bout to tell you the story of my life. All its ups and downs, including all the bullshit I had to put up with just to see the light of day...........





(((ii am soo sorry it took so long to add to my first story, but ii been kinda busy--sorry again. ii am going to do my best to add as much as ii can today! ii promise!!! hope you enjoy and sorry again for waiting.)))

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KHALIA'S P.O.V.

It`s been a month or so since she heard from her "baby daddy" and she missed him like crazy. But also felt bad cuz she knew he had a wife and more than likely he was with HER, which sadden her at the thought.

She needed to take her mind off of her fatal love affair, so she decided to take little Clarence to the park to scroll around.

Once they had gotten to the park, she pushed him around in the stroller and got ice cream then sat down at a park bench. Clarence started to coo, like something was wrong.

K: Whats wrong babe?

She looked up to see what he was looking at and saw a promotional poster of T.I. on a tree....She looked back down at him.

K: You remember your daddy huh? [TIP only saw him like 3 times.]

She didn`t want to sit in front of the poster anymore, so she got up and left. The whole purpose of the park trip was to FORGET him, not remember anymore than she already knew.

[Her phone started to ring.]

Without looking at the phone, she picked it up.

K: Hello? [sounding all sad]

F/v: Ay New New...What`s wrong?

She paused and looked at the phone in disbelief.

F/v: New...You there?

K: C-C-Cliff? [She never called him by his stage name, he didnt want her to.]

C: Yeah ma, it`s me.

K: Why you calling me now? [not believing that came out the way it did.]

C: Well, damn...I missed you too.

K: I`m sorry...I have missed you. [the baby started to cry.]...And someone else misses you too.

C: I miss yall too. Kiss my Junior fo me.

[She kissed Clarence on the cheek, and a tear dripped down her face. She paused to prevent a sob from commin` out.]

C: New New?...

K: Yeah.?

C: I`m sorry.

K: Fo what?

C: Puttin` you thru this shit. But I also wanna say thank you. I appreciate you sticking thru it wit my ass.

K: That`s what you do when you love someone; you put up wit the shit and the hell...in hopes to get love in return....[she said as she silently cried.]

C: You`re gon ALWAYS get my love in return New. I LOVE you Khalia. (I bolded the letters cuz during the convo, he said those words loudly wit bold force...)

K: I love you too Cliff.

[They both smiled at the same time.]

C: Lemme speak to my son right quick.

K: Okay...[she was gettin` ready to put the phone down to Clarence's ear, but she heard Cliff shout "KHALIA!"...She instantly picked it back up.].....Yeah?

C: I love you guh.

K: I love you too. [she put the phone down to Clarence's ear.]

C: Clarence? [the baby just looked.]...Ay boi. How my little man doing?...Look, I know I ain`t been around, I`m sorry. I been goin` thru sum things. Thats gon get solved soon. I promise. In the meantime, take care of yo momma fo me. She`s doin the best she knows how. I miss and love yall both. There will never be another like yall. Never forget that. Daddy's commin` home...soon. I love you champ....I know you don`t understand me, but we gon make it....[Little did he know Clarence understood EVERYTHING.]

[Khalia picked the phone back up.]

K: You there still?

C: Yeah New...But I have to go, I`m backstage at 106...I gotta go on; it`s Celeb week...I`m hosting wit Megan Good.

K: O ok Red [inside thang]...Have fun.

C: Iight L-Boogie [inside thang]...I love you.

K: I love you too [CLICK.]
Y/N'S P.O.V.

You sat in the back of the car while Sunny and Lana were still going on and on about that damn Chris Brown. You just didn`t like him. In the beginning when he came out with "Run It" he was coo...But then girls started to talk about him out the ass and quite frankly it got annoying...Like now....So you blocked them out to the best of your abilities cuz these chicks won`t stop. Talkin` about how fine he is, how talented he is, how he seemed to have a great personality, how he would probably treat me good....DAMN!...You couldn`t block it out no more....You bet on your life, better yet his life that he wasn`t that damn hot!

Y/n: WILL YA'LL HEFFA`S SHUT UP BOUT THAT DAMN NIGGA! SHIT FUCK!...He probably ain`t that damn great no way....[You shouted out, then looked out the window with your arms folded.]

[They paused.]

S: Ummm. Well damn.

L: Y/n, you okay?...You dun losted it.

Y/n: I`m fine. And I`d be better if ya`ll stop talkin` about that yella nigga.

S: You a house nigga ya damn self while you talkin`.

[They laughed.]

Y/n: Shut up, you is too.

S: I never said I wasn`t.

[You shook your head and gathered your things to hop out the car.]

Y/n: Thanks for the ride guys. I`ll talk to ya`ll later.

S&L: Iight girl, bye.

[You got out. And ran in.]

L: She needs some dick.

S: Hahaha. Yeah. She do, but not any kind of dick. That bomb shit.

L: Sho you right, lol!!!

S: Now let`s go work on this letter.

L: Yup.

[Sunny & Lana had no idea you were raped a few days ago, nor did they know about the first time.]

[They drove off to the library.]

-AT THE LIBRARY-

SUNNY && LANA'S P.O.V.

They walked in the library like they were on a mission. Actually they were:: To enter YOU in the Take-A-Celeb-To-Prom contest. When they looked around they saw hella females in there that day.

S: These bitches must be entering in the contest too.

L: Uh huh. Lets get on this then. Lets find a table to sit at to fully write this letter, we want it to be right, we want our girl to win.

S: Right...Okay...Hey, wait a minute [points on the sly.]...Ain`t that Court? That trick NEVER goes to a library.

L: Haha. True. Lets go see what she up to.

[They walk over and stand behind Courtney B. while shes on the computer.]

S: Excuse me ma`am I`m gon have to ask you to come with me for looking up illegal porn on the public computer! [She said in a DEEP voice.]

[Lana had to hold everything in her to keep from laughing.]

[Court jumped and quickly turned around like she was really looking at porn.]

CB: WHAT THE FU...?

[Before she could finish, Sunny && Lana busted out laughing.]

CB: Damn you scandelous bitches! Ya'll ain`t right!!!

L: Hahaha. What YOU doin` in a library anyway?

[Lana && Sunny raised their arched eyebrows real high.]

CB: Well I could ask you why are you out in the daytime?....Don`t the freaks come out at night?

[The younger girls next to them keep giggling but was tryin` to hold it in.]

S: You should know hoe!

L: Haha.

The Librarian: Could you ladies Shhhhhhhhhhh!

CB: Umm. [Looks at Lana && Sunny.]...I just know this old heffa ain`t Shhhh me. You crazy?

[Before anyone could let out a sign of laughter, the security guard came in.]

Security: Ya`ll gon have to leave.

L: I ain`t do nothing.

S: Neither did I.

CB: Me neither. [Shaking her head "No".]

The librarian: Yes you hood`lums did. You were causing a disturbance and called me out my name. And you two keep laughing all ghetto and was instagating. [Pointing at Lana && Sunny.]

S: Woah, hold up...hold up. [Looks at Lana && CB.]...Who the hell she callin` ghetto?? [Looks back at the librarian.]...Wit yo crunchy black ass...Ass so black and face so messed up. Face look like someone stepped on a cock roach!

[Everyone in the library who heard what was goin` busted out laughing!!!]

Security guard: That`s it! Come on you hoodrats. [Grabs ya`ll and forcing ya`ll to leave.]

CB: Nah Uh rudness. Ain`t nobody no muthafuckin` hoodrat. You damn flashlight cop.!!.

[3 more guards came and escorted CB, Lana && Sunny out the library.....]

Y/N'S P.O.V.

Today at work was a typical day, thanks to Lana and Sunny`s asses you had Chris Brown on your mind...But you also had to debate on if you should go to prom or not. It was a week away, tickets were on sale at school so if you were going then you`d better jump on it soon.....Finally the day was over and you were on your way out the door.

[You heard someone whisper in your ear.] "Hey gorgeous."

[You turned around to meet with his dark mystic black eyes.]

Y/n: Hey Jovan [You said shaking your head smiling as you continued to walk to the bus stop.]

J/h: Wait a minute, that`s all I get is a "Hey Jovan"??? [he said looking all sad.]

[You found yourself meeting with his eyes again, you grinned.]

J/h: Why you grinning? What`s funny? Something on me??? [he said looking at himself and checking his breath.]

Y/n: Hahah. No. [You gave him a hug; which was actually all of a sudden..like a reflect.]

[You were about to release but you could`nt cuz Jovan had a firm grab, not lettin` go.]

Y/n: Boy...what you doing?

J/h: I`m trying to not let go of my dreams....[he said smiling real hard while lookin` down at you in your eyes.]

[You couldn`t help but to smile...he had a sweet charm about him.]

[Ya`ll continued to gaze into each other`s eyes until you started to realize you missed the bus foolin` wit him...]

Y/n: Shit. [You said lookin` over across the street.]

J/h: What? Whats wrong?

Y/n: I missed my bus...cause of you.

J/h: Sorry, I could`nt help it.

Y/n: Couldn`t help what?

J/h: Bein` captured in your beauty....But with you I`d gladly be prisoner to your heart...Lock me up and throw away the key and I hope you never find it. [he said in a serious playful voice.]

Y/n: LOL! Okay Romeo...Think you slick running game like that.

[he just smiled.]

Y/n: I gotta go...

J/h: You must`ve forgotten I have a car.

Y/n: Ohhh yeah. Can I have a ride?

J/h: You never have to ask.

[Ya`ll walked to the car and he opened the door for you and waited until you got all the way in before he closed it back.]

((IN THE CAR))

Jovan turned on the radio, it was on a local gospel station...that`s what he was into. The church, but he wasn`t one of those stuck up christians who think they know everything and stuff....He mentioned to you before that he was "saved" and went to church as much as possible...But you ain`t believe him.

[he started singing.]

"Oooooh, Oooooh, Ooooooh....I got to get myself together cause I got some place to go and I`m praying when I get there I`ll see everyone I know...I wanna go...to heaven..I wanna go...to heaven...Said I wanna go...to heaven...I gotta go to heaven...Oooooh, Oooooh, Ooooh....."

[Oh boy can blow...It surprised you he knew every word, and not making up words as he went along but he knew all the real words...you just looked him smiling, you began to become impressed...He noticed you looking and stopped singing.]

J/h: Did I sound that bad? You starring.

Y/n: No, you were really good.

J/h: Really?

Y/n: Seriously...

J/h: Thanks..Can you sing?

Y/n: Ummm...[You was gettin` ready to lie but remembered and didn`t wanna lie to a man of god. LOL.]...Yes, I can..but I dont think Im good. And I don`t sing in front of folks either, so don`t ask, lol.

J/h: Haha! Okay then.

[You were surprised again; you expected him to beg you to do it, especially you saying you do it but not around people....Hmmm, a man who respected your wishes reguardless if you say no or not...KUDOS!, lol]

[The car ride became comfortable to you and you started to feel sleepy, you leaned the seat back then rested your head on the window. Slowly drifting away to sleep.]

[You quickly jumped up.]

J/h: Bout time you woke up, all that snoring and stuff. Haha.

Y/n: Shut up. Lol. How long I been sleep?

J/h: Bout an hour or so. I drove around the freeway to let you sleep.

Y/n: You did that for me?

J/h: Yes, you looked tired and you needed some rest.

Y/n: Thank you.

J/h: You welcome. But now you have to do something for me.

[You thought to yourself oh lord here goes...So you just looked at him waiting on him to answer, he went into his pockets. You thought like no this nigga aint pulling out a condom!...]

J/h: Go to prom with me. I bought the tickets already. [he said finally pulling out the tickets.]

[you felt real stupid to think he was up to no good.]

Y/n: Okay, I will.

[he grabbed his chest.]

J/h: Stop playin`, you for real?

[you just nodded, he grabbed you and hugged you.]

Y/n: Lol, you welcome but I have to go. I need to go study.

J/h: You need help?

Y/n: No Im fine, but thank you. [You was about to get out but he tapped your wrist. You turned around.]

J/h: I wasn`t lying about earlier. [you just looked at him like what.]..When I said me gladly bein` a prisoner to your heart and stuff. I meant it. I`m feelin you hard Y/n, thats why I want to go with you....um, to prom. Other females asked but I turned them down cuz I knew you were going to say yes.

Y/n: How`d you know?

J/h: FAITH...[he smiled.]..Talk to you later.

Y/n: Ummm. Okay. [you smiled back and quickly got out the car....That boy gave you a serious rush without even touching you and it scared you.]

Y/N P.O.V.

You ran inside the house. All out of breathe. Once you got in you saw Pam holding To`Mila, feeding her.

Y/n: Hey mama's.

P: Heey hun! Where you been? [Looking at you all serious]

Y/n: With Jovan. [A giggle came out...but not on purpose.]

P: With Jovan, hehe. [She said mocking you.]

Y/n: Shut up! [You said smiling from ear to ear.]

P: Look at you. Lol. Too cute.

Y/n: I`m going to prom!

P: With Jovan?

Y/n: Yup!

P: Awww! Now we can go shopping for a dress and stuff! Damn prom next week. We going tomorrow morning!

Y/n: Okay then. [Still holding on to that smile Jovan put on your face. Lol.]

P: Look at you, I`m going to tell Tony about prom so he can see you too. I know he wanted to.

Y/n: Coo.

[The house phone starts to ring.]

P: Could you finish feeding Toe Toe while I answer the phone?

Y/n: For sure. [You said as you got the baby.] Greedy butt. Lol. [Talking at the baby.]

P: Hello?....Naw, she not....What?....I ain't telling her shit.....No, you ain't. You do and I'm calling the police....Whatever iight...No you don't-shut up with that shit.....I ain't got time for this. [CLICK.]

Y/n: Who in the world was that? [You said looking confused.]

P: Rodney. [She paused.] Talking about he miss you, he's sorry and he wanted to come over now to see you. I told him you weren't here, he ain't believe me- said he was gone come over anyway. That's why I said I was gone call the police....Ugh, that nigga urks my nerves.

[You ain't say nothing. You got quiet, you hadn't thought about him since the last day he hit you, the last day you saw him. You had flashbacks; They weren't good.]

P: You okay?

Y/n: Yes..I'm good. [You said smiling.]

((NEXT DAY))

AT THE MALL.

Ya'll walked around the whole mall, even went to two before this one...Couldn't find a good dress nor the accessories. Your feet were starting to hurt. You were getting frustrated.

P: Come on girl, lets go into this boutique! [She said dragging you in there with no choice.]

You just grunted.

P: In the end it will all be worth it hun. Oh...wait a minute. What color ya'll wearing?

Y/n: You know I don't even know. [You texted him because he was at work now.]

P: Lord...Did he text back yet?

Y/n: No. [Your cell buzzed. You looked at it, it was a text back from Jovan.]

P: What he say?

Y/n: White. [You smiled because he wrote back something else too but you ain't wanna include that.]

P: Coo, lets go over here where all the white dresses are.

[Ya'll went over there and looked for hours trying on dresses and shoes.]

Y/n: I FOUND IT! [You yelled from the dressing room.]

P: Let me see.

[You walked out. Pam ain't say nothing.]

Y/n: What? You don't like it? [You said while you were looking at her and back at yourself in the mirror.]

P: No..I love it! The shoes go perfect with it. And that purse does as well. We got the whole fit! Yes! I told you, Now wasn't it worth it?

[You nodded your head laughing.]

[Ya'll paid for everything and left.]

As ya'll were walking out of the mall, you felt someone starring at you. You looked over in that direction and could've sworn you saw Rodney. But you tried your best not to pay him any attention, especially if that was him and not someone who just resembled him. You quickly made your way out the mall and back home asap.

((DAY OF PROM))

You sat there, sitting in front of your vanity set playing with your soft drapped curly locks while finishing up your make-up. No one was in the room with you, thats the way you wanted it because you wanted everyone be equally surprised when you came down stairs. Everyone was downstairs; Mom, Pam, Tony, the baby, Lana, Sunny, CB, Ray, Khalia, Juicy and of course Jovan. You didn't win that contest for the Take-A-Celeb-To-Prom thing, Nor did you want to. But besides that Sunny and Lana never got around to it, lol. But you wanted someone who was deserving of it, someone who loves Chris Brown far far more than you. So at the end of the day you weren't even mad, you were happy because you were still going with Jovan. But even though you were glad about that, you still daydreamed...wondering what it would've been like if you had of won......

*KNOCK, KNOCK*

Y/n: Yes?

M: You okay in there baby, everyone is downstairs waiting on you. You should really hurry up, lol.

Y/n: Lol. Okay ma.

M: Can I come in? No one is with me.

You walked over to unlock the door. Your mother just looked at you in awe.

[[You had your hair in loose spiral curls all over. Your makeup was naturally done with silver and white highlights on the eye shadow with just the right touch of covergirl lipgloss on your lips. You accented your outfit with perfect accessories from the glass stillettos to your chanel purse.
This is your dress: Not too over the top with just the right amount of class and elegance.]]


M: Oooh baby, you're beautiful.

Y/n: Really ma?

M: Yes..

You could tell she was about to cry, so you found something else to say quickly to prevent an emotional moment, well because you just did your makeup, lol.

Y/n: Thank you momma, Could you check and see if I'm zipped up propertly, because well I don't want any fashion malfunctions going on, lol.

M: [sniffing.] Lol, okay. Let me see...Yup you're good. Do you need any tape or pins or anything?

Y/n: No mommy, I think the dress fits perfectly, right?

M: Right. Now come on sweety, you have a prom to go to.

You grabbed your purse and made sure you had everything. Then your mom walked out and you followed her locking the door behind you. Walking down that hall seemed like the longest thing. You were nervous as hell, and felt sweat coming; even though you hoped it wasn't, so you tried to calm yourself down. Then you hit the first step, everyone was down there calling you on. Each step you took you were so afaird of falling. Mom was already downstairs with the cam-corder, So you'd better not fall cuz it was gon be caught on tape, lol. You were so close to the last step. Everybody just looked at you, Jovan merely had his eyes out of the sockets.

E/b: OMG, Y/n look at you.

You blushed heavy, all the attention on you made you more nervous.

J/h: You look gorgeous Y/n. [he said as he placed the corsage on your wrist.]

Y/n: Thank you, you look sexy too. [he was wearing an all white three-piece Sean John tux with matching gators.]

He just started to smile.

T: Yo, yo yo...Um Jody(GCO)

Y/n: Its Jovan, Tony. Lol.

T: Whatever, whats-his-name better treat you like a lady tonight. I know that much.

Y/n: Tony!

T: What? Don't make me trail behind ya'll tonight...All night. Because I will, I was actually talking to Pam about that.

You looked at Pam in disbelief, Pam just nodded her head agreeing that what Tony said was all true. You laughed in embarrassment.

J/h: Don't worry Tony I will.

T: Uh huh...

CB: Anyway, Time for pre-prom pictures!

Ray, Juicy, CB (they didn't have dates), You and Jovan all grouped up to take pictures outside.

L: Wait a minute [she walked over to fix your dress.]

Y/n: Thanks.

S: Wait [she walked over to fix your hair.]

Y/n: Thank you.

M: Stop tooting your butt out.

Y/n: MA!!

Everybody laughed.

Y/n: Geez, lol. Is ya'll done yet?

P: Almost [who was still snapping pics.]

30 MINUTES LATER...

Y/n: Finally! Lol, lets go! [you said grabbing Jovan's hand.]

E/b: Have fun! Be good!

T: Wait a minute, none of this...[he broke up you and Jovan's hands while giving Jovan the eye.]

Y/n: Tony!

T: Have fun! [he said smiling.]

You shook your head smiling and rushed into the Lexus limo.

[[In the limo.]]

J/h: Dang, everybody protective over you. [talking to you.]

R: Hell yea. She the baby.

Y/n: How? And we the same age.

CB: Because yo ass came here last.

E/b: Lol.

Y/n: Lol, and? So did Pam.

CB: So? She gotta baby now too, and she grown in college with a fiance` and...(GCO)

Y/n: Dang, okay okay....Got yo point.

E/b: Lol.

((AT PROM))

We pulled up in front of the Embassy Suites, It was so beautifully decarated on the outside, wondering what the inside was like. Alot of people were still outside taken pictures. Alot of camera crew too but ya'll didn't know why. Once we got to the door entarance, You noticed some men from MTV. But you didn't pay any attention to it, you just walked to the room the prom was being hosted, as you all got closer you heard girls screaming like crazy.

CB: Now what the hell these crazy bitches screaming for?

Y/n: Lol! I don't even know girl.

Ya'll finally walked in, because people were all over the place so it took a minute to even reach the door.

R: What the hell is going on? [she asked a random dude]

D: Oh, um...They screaming over that Chris Brown nigga, even my date left me to go to the crowd.

CB: Chicks so crazy, going nuts over a song....

D: Naw, naw. I'm guessing ya'll ain't heard some girl from our school won that prom contest...So ol boy is here. [he pointed at the big ass crowd.]...Thats why them MTV camera crew people here.

You all looked at each other. Then everyone ran to the crowd, leaving you and Jovan behind.

Y/n: Haha, them chicks crazy.

J/h: Well they your friends.

Y/n: Haha, shut up.

Then CB ran back to you and Jovan.

CB: Now woman, why are you still here?

Y/n: I am here with my date.

CB: Exactually. It ain't like he going no where, Now come on [grabbing your hand running.] We'll be back Jo [yelling back.]

Y/n: You ain't right!

Now that yall were closer to the crowd, you were hard of hearing.

CB: What???!

Apparently so was she, lol!

You all watched or attempted to because girls were throwing bows deeper than Ludacris just to get close to this guy--Dance in the circle. The girls were going brolic, you could've sworn for a moment you went deaf in your left ear. You made a mistake and bumped into someone.

Y/n: Excuse me! [you shouted hoping they heard you.]

F/v: Its okay, But thank you! [she shouted back.]

She turned around and you looked at her.

Y/n: Kenyatta??

K: Heyyyy girl!!!! You look good!

Y/n: Thanks girl, you do too!

K: I'm trying, lol.

Y/n: These girls is a mess.

K: Tell me about it!

Y/n: Anyway, who did you come with?

K: This guy, but it doesn't feel like he's my date. I have yet to dance with him.

Y/n: Aw girl, I'm sorry- He's stupid to not want to dance with the prettiest girl here.

K: Lol, Thanks.

Y/n: Where is this guy?

K: In the crowd.

Y/n: Ohhh. I didn't see him. I only saw one guy, what was he wearing?

K: Oh yea, he's the only guy really. He stands out from the rest, he's the reason for all the screaming, lol.

You thought about it for a minute and looked at her, she nodded her head.

Y/n: Aww, it was you who won the contest?? Congradulations!

K: Thanks...[she said with much sarcasism]

Y/n: Well I don't care if he's Chris Brown or Chris Tucker. If he's YOUR date then you need to go get him and make him dance with ONLY you. Stop trying to please all these groupie fans and please this one special lady, one who deserves it fair and square! You better get your man girl, lol.

K: Lol, Awe thank you! I will do that, thanks again. And enjoy prom! [she hugged you and walked off back to the crowd to get her date.]

F/v: That was nice of you! For a minute when CB drugged you off, I thought I lost you to the crowd and the other CB, lol.

You turned around.

Y/n: Lol, whatever Jo you ain't lose me. Cuz I'm right where I should be.

J/h: Thats right baby! Lets go dance.


An hour or so went pass. You danced with Jovan non stop. Even despite whoever asked to cut in, you nor Jovan wanted to let go of each other.
A familar song came on that you knew too well.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FoPY1DUgaPU
You looked up and looked at Jovan.

Y/n: Baby? They playing your demo!

J/h: Yup baby! I'm good with the DJ.

Y/n: Awww JoJo gon be a superstar.

J/h: I don't know all about that.

Y/n: JoJo, come on...Boy you know you can sang, don't front. Maybe you can bring REAL R&B back.

J/h: Lol. Maybe.

Y/n: Yeaaa. I'm proud of you.

J/h: Thanks ma, That means alot to me.

You smiled and put your head back on his shoulder. You closed your eyes for a moment but once you opened them back up, you met eyes with someone else.....They were across from the room and even though you were far apart you felt so close. You looked harder to see if it was who you thought it was and it really was.....It was Chris Brown. He glanced at you for along time (because you didn't know how long he was looking when your eyes were closed.) and he winked while giving you that million watt smile but played coy because he didn't want to be obvious. You smiled back quickly and closed your eyes. Maybe you were imagining things....Why would Chris Brown be starring at you, and morely why do you care;; Thought you couldn't stand him? But yet and still even with your eyes now closed again, the thought still made you smile....

J/h: Why you smiling so hard?

Y/n: Because I'm in your arms. [you said looking up at him, still smiling, lol.]

J/h: Be my girl Y/n.

Y/n: For real?

J/h: Yeah, lets make it official. I'm tired of frontin. I'm in too deep with you already. You already hold the title of wifey, so why not say yes.

Y/n: Yes! [you said happily.]

J/h: For real? Don't play.

Y/n: I'm not JoJo.

He smiled at you and picked you up kissing you with great pleasure. You felt yourself falling in love with him. You just weren't going to tell him yet.

Prom went perfect! It was better than you expected. You and Jovan to go take prom pictures. The theme was winter wonderland (because your school was icyy like that, lol!) so the background went too good with yall outfits. And after-prom was even crazier! At Club Love, it was partying endlessly! You went back to the hotel at like 6am, and you were still full of energy! But you had to go to sleep because you were only getting like not even 4 hours of sleep, because yall were heading out to go to the Paramount's King's Dominion with the school round 11 so you couldn't miss your ride....Your senior year went by so smoovely! You enjoyed every moment!


((DAY OF GRADUATION))


Today was the day you were embarking into a new level in your life. You were graduating from high school! Next stop college! You thought prom was a nerve racking and emotional day, graduation was on another level. You found yourself looking into your full length mirror fixing your cap & gown. You been looking in the mirror alot lately, I guess you been trying to reflect on yourself and your life so far. You got accepted into Howard University already and had gotten a scholarship for culinary arts, You decided you wanted to make a legit career from cooking. So your educational future looked great! You weren't the least bit worried. For once in a looooong time your future looked bright. So you were at the perfect state of mind right now.

[[Cell Rung]]


Y/n: Heeeeeello? [you said all happy.]

F/v: Congradulations baby gurl!!! Proud of you!

Y/n: KHALIL!!! OMG Thank you, thank you!!!!! I wish you were here!!!!!

K: I wish that too.

*KNOCK, KNOCK*

Y/n: Just a minute! [talking to the person at the door.] Wonder who this is.

K: I wonder too....

You walked over to open the door...

Y/n: KHALIL!!!!!!!!!

You threw the cell down and jumped on him!

K: Haha, I'm guessing you glad to see me?

Y/n: Hell yea!

K: Haha, Me too. [he put you down.] Let me look at you....Mmmm, who is this beautiful woman I'm looking at?? I see I'm gon have to put my AK closer, I might have to kill a nigga!

Y/n: Ahaha. Uh Huh, speaking of guys;; You need to meet my boyfriend.

K: Boyfriend?? When?

Y/n: Prom night....

He looked at you in an evil way.

Y/n: Hahah, relax! Not like that, nothing happened. Just only that we became official.

K: Mmmm, better.

Y/n: Lol! Anyway, where's your wife?

K: She's bringing in my bags and hers.

You looked at him.

K: I'm just kidding, she back at the hotel still getting ready. You know how slow Gina ass is, lol.

Y/n: Lol, yea. Hope yall kids don't turn out slow.

K: God, lets hope not, lol.

Y/n: Lol.

M: Y/n(GCO)..Khalil??

K: Surprise [he said hugging her]...Hey momma. Lol.

M: Lol. Hey boy. Y/n you need to come on, you know you have to be there before us, lol.

Y/n: Lol, okay. Look at me momma; don't I look good in green?

M: I'm not gon look, I might cry.

Y/n: Haha. Thats my Que to leave. I'll see you later KK.

K: Iight.


((AT SCHOOL:: Outside.))


You sat there patiently on the lawn chair watching your friends and associates walk across stage getting their diplomas...You started to daydream about the future....Everything thats about to come.

Principal Dr. Stephen Tarason:: Y/N Y/L/N....

The crowd cheered, and your "entourage" shouted the loudest, made you laugh. You got up and walked across the stage;; shaking hands with the teachers and such. You finally got to the main principal and shook his hand and grabbed your ticket to the future in the other. You looked out into the audience and for a moment you envisioned your parents were sitting in the front row smiling at you. You knew they were proud of you. You felt a few tears stream down your face, you kissed the diploma and lifted it to the sky and looked up at the clouds mouthing. "This is for yall, I love you both. Wish you were here." But what you didn't realize was they were;; More than ever. In your spirit and heart.

Graduation was over, everyone was meeting up and signing yearbooks. Taking pictures to remember the yester-years ten years or so from now. The girls and I were chatting until we all parted ways because their families already had things planned, including Jovan's fam. They asked if I wanted to come along but I wanted to stay back with my own....Lol, we only been graduated for no longer than an hour and already parting ways, lol. Well we all went back to the house;; Momma cooked all my fav dishes and we sat in the backyard on the patio, talking and acting crazy. It was great.

K: Y/n, I am so proud of you. You graduated and got accepted into Howard!

E/B clapped.

Y/n: Thank you, I do try, lol.

K: I know and since you've done so well. I got something for you. I think it's time for.

You got all anxious and confused because you didn't know what the gift was.
-Khalil got up and put his bandana over your eyes tightly and guided you to the front yard.....Everyone followed soon behind.

K: I hope you like it. [he whispered in your ear, then took the bandana off.]

You opened your eyes....Your whole bottom jaw dropped.



Y/n: OMG! OMG! OMG! THIS IS THE NEW 2008 LEXUS IS-F CONCEPT!!!! [you said jumping around like a mad woman.]....Whew! Is this mine??

K: Of course! Anything for you Y/n! You deserve it! And besides, you think I'm gon let my sister go to school, college, lookin bummy?? Oh no no! You gotta look clean. Speaking of clean, look in your trunk.

You looked at him, who was smiling, and you went to your new car and popped the trunk, your jaw dropped again.

Y/n: Khalil!!! New clothes too???

K: And shoes...[he smiled.]

Y/n: No no no KK, I can't accept all this. I love it but no.

K: Why??

Y/n: Its too much!

K: Don't you like the clothes and the shoes and stuff and the car???

Y/n: Like it???? KK I LOVE it! But this is all too much.

Khalil walked up to you and grabbed your hands, looking you dead in your eye. And sighed.

K: Y/n, I love you and I would do anything in the world for you. Including give you the impossible.

Y/n: Khalil but...

K: You deserve this, I'm going to give you my all until my last breath. So even if I don't have kids, I want my all to go to you...So please take it.

Y/n: Khalil I...

K: Y/n, please.

You nodded your head and kissed his cheek while hugging him.

The rest of the evening went great, everyone else came over including the girls and Jovan. Khalil and him formly met;; You think Khalil might like him...Whew, lol. But the next morning Khalil and Gina had to go back because both of them had to work.

KHALIL'S P.O.V.

((Back In Fresno.))


G: Why did you pressure that girl like that?

K: Gina, I don't want to get into this.

G: Then when?? When its over???

K: GINA STOP! [he started to cough.]

G: But Khalil, I'm serious. You know how humble Y/n is. You pushed too much on her. I think she felt gulity for taken all that stuff.

K: But she deserves it, all of it. [he starts to cough harder.]

G: Khalil but still....And how the hell did you pay for all that shit??? I thought you stopped slanging? You work at your uncle's dry cleaning business...

K: Gina, baby I did stop. I still have money saved up.

G: But I thought we were suppose to be moving in together soon, and how we gon do that when you keep buying up shit??! We can't support us like that, I don't want to live paycheck to paycheck.

K: Got dammnit Gina, I got this okay??! [*cough*] If I wanna buy my sister the fucking world I can do that, okay?? [*cough, cough*] She is all I have in this world and if I lose her...(GCO).

G: ALL YOU HAVE?! NIGGA WHAT ABOUT ME? HUH? WHAT ABOUT THE ONE THAT PUT UP WITH ALL YOUR SHIT, HAD TO BAIL YO ASS OUT OF JAIL, AND SHIT EVEN HAD TO PUT UP AND DEAL WITH A FEW PUNCHES NOW AND THEN...

K: I said that was a mistake Gina. [he said calmly.]

G: Yea...But I guess I'm nothing anyway, so it doesn't even matter. All you have your sister. So if I walk away it won't mean anything. [she said walking toward the door.]

Khalil jumped in front of the door, and grabbed her.

K: You mean everything to me Gina. You do and you know that, but you know how much my sister means to me as well.

G: That doesn't mean you have to buy her everything.

K: I know but thats the only way I know how to show her how much I love her, either that or I distance myself and act funny(GCO).

G: Like you do with me?

K: Yea...But...I...[his cough had gotten harder, then he grabbed his chest]

G: Khalil! Khalil! [she said panicking.]

K: Go grab my pills please....

Y/N'S P.O.V.

You were driving down the street flossin in your new whip, feeling pretty. Even though you loved your graduation gifts, you couldn't understand why Khalil bought it all, He usually doesn't "buy" stuff, he just gave money here and there, But he said accept it and you did. Once he put his foot down, that was it, lol. He was just like daddy. But these last few weeks have went by quickly, you were enjoying your summer. Doing everything you could. From having those few road trips to VA going to the beaches to hitting all the hot spots in DC, you were having fun. The most fun ever. You were still with Jovan too, so strong. You two spent every moment together, you both even know that theres love there between the both of you. Jovan said it first, which was a sign for you that he was real. Everything has been going great! On every level, fate was really showing you sum things, sum great things!....

Classes started in a week for the fall session. You were so nervous, you met your new room mate, she's nice and doesn't seem crazy. Which was good. You were pretty much packed and ready to go. Mom was sobbing around the house alot and Pam has teasing you about college. Tony and Khalil been on your ass like two pitbulls on the postman. Lol, and even though they're more than likely not trying to directly get under your skin, they were indirectly frustrating you and adding to the pressure. So to ease your mind, well not really, you studied extra harder to stay up on your game, so this way classes won't do mental nor emotional damage to you. Jovan has been worried about you lately, but inbetween work and contently hittin up the studio he hasn't had much time lately to kick it. So you were kinda lonely and unlike most girls who in situations like this go to clubs to bop, you found yourself studying even more.

---You were at the house reading on the patio.

[[cell rings.]]

Y/n: Hey baby.

J/h: Hey mami. What are you doing?

Y/n: Sitting here reading. What are you doing?

J/h: Just coming from the studio, wait a minute- Ma you studying again?? Not tonight, get dressed. You going out with yo man.

Y/n: Hmm, really now?

J/h: Really! Get dressed, I'm on my way.

Y/n: Lol. Okay.

[click.]

20 MINUTES LATER...

Jovan came up to the door to knock but before he could, you opened the door.

J/h: Wow.

Y/n: Whats wrong? You don't like it? I'll go change.

J/h: You're stunning. Come on, lets hurry up and get in the car- I don't want the neighbors starring, their jaws must drop and I don't have any insurance for them, lol.

Y/n: Lol. You're silly. Where are we going?

J/h: You'll see.

The car ride went by quickly, mainly because he was driving faster than tarzan could run into a tree.

Jovan jumped out and guided you out the car while covering your eyes.

Y/n: Jovan?

J/h: Shhhh. Just follow me.

Y/n: Can I open my eyes now?

J/h: Wait one minute...Ok, now.

Once you opened them you noticed you were on top of the skylar bulids patio over viewing all DC, at night time so all the lights were gleaming. There was a cute lil table with candle light and dinner, with white and red rose petals all over the ground.

Y/n: Oh my...Jovan!

J/h: You like it?

Y/n: I love it.

You both sat down and you ate your fav dish. And conversated over moon light verse candle light, it was beautiful. The hazel glitter in his eyes really shined it was turning you on.

J/h: I have to tell you something baby...

Y/n: Anything babe, I'm listening.

J/h: You know my music thing right?

Y/n: Yea, you're going to be big one day. [you smiled.]

J/h: Yea, well that one day might be sooner than later...

Y/n: Jovan? What are you saying?

J/h: Prom night, remember the DJ played my demo...DJ Khaled, well he has a friend in the music business and he let him listen to that demo and well...Dark Child wants to fly me to New York to master it...And who knows from there....What do you think??

Y/n: Baby!! That's great, oh my god- I knew it! I'm so proud of you.

J/h: Thank you mama! Iam so happy that you're happy for me.

Y/n: Yea. [you smiled and got up walking toward him and kissed him.]

J/h: [he kissed you back.] Are you ready to go ma?

You nodded your head and you both left. Yall ended up at Jovan's apartment.

J/h: Wanna come up?

Y/n: Okay.

J/h: Make yourself at home.

Y/n: Oh okay, where's mom?

J/h: Work.

You nodded, you both sat down to watch a movie. He put in Premontion, that movie starring Sandra Bullock. You saw that movie only once before, it confused the hell out of you. It took your friends cousin to TRY and explain it to you, still didn't catch on. It was now at the part where she first had the "invision" of a fight and is now talking it over with Nia Long. You were sitting there trying to understand whats going on until you were distracted by Jovan who lays on your lap.

Y/n: Sleepy?

J/h: A little.

Y/n: Aww, you can go to sleep if you want.

J/h: You wanna sleep over?

Y/n: Sure I can.

J/h: Come on.

He turned off the movie and the tv and lead you to his room.

J/h: I'm about to go change in the bathroom, but you can put on one of my big tees to sleep in.

Y/n: Okay.

When he walked out the room, you went thru his drawers and found a long white tee and put it on, then placed your dress on his chair. When you did that he came out looking good in a beater and sum basketball shorts.

J/h: Damn...

Y/n: What?

J/h: You...Come here.

You walked over to him and sat next to him on the bed.

J/h: Can I kiss you?

You nodded you head, and he kissed you in away he never kissed you before. Next thing you knew he had you under the covers naked. He convinced you that even though he was moving to New York and you were moving into the dorms at Howard next week, nothing and no one could tear you two apart and that you both should go to the next level. You allowed him to have sex with you, It was the first time you had sex willingly. I mean it only lasted for 10 minutes but it was the greatest ten minutes ever had because you shared it with him.


(((THREE DAYS LATER)))

(At Khalia's house)

Y/n: Girl he is getting so big.

K: Girl who you telling, already trying to snatch my pepsi when I'm drinking it. Lol.

Y/n: Lol, He looks just like his daddy...

K: Mmm Hmm, lol.

Y/n: Uh huh, lol. And speaking of, you know what the latest hollywood buzz on the streets is don't you?

K: Ummm, naw what? [she said looking at me funny.]

Y/n: Well, word on the street is:: T.I. is getting a divorce from Tiny.....[you just looked at her.]

Khalia started to smile widely but non-chaluntly.

K: Ohhh, really now? And where did you hear this from?

Y/n: I was hoping from the source first. [you gave her a look.]

K: Haha...Um...Whats that look for?

Y/n: Hahah...Don't play stupid missy, Did Cliff tell you about the divorce already? Or better yet, are you the reason behind it?

K: Well geez you make it sound like a bad thing...

Y/n: Lol, no hun. I was wondering when you two were going to get together....Finally, bout damn time.

She looked up at you and smiled, relieved that you weren't disappointed in her and hugged you.

K: So you're happy for me?

Y/n: Of course Lia, you're finally getting the love of your life.

She smiled.

K: Yea...Sooo, tell me about this night you had with yo love??? Details...

Y/n: Well, we had a beautiful dinner and conversation over moon and candle light. A movie and...

K: And...?? Y/n Y/l/n, did you and Jovan have sex???

You smiled and tried not to giggle but it came out anyway, so you shook your head yes.

K: Well...?

Y/n: Well what?

K: How was it, and how long did he last, ohhh and do he got a big(GCO).

Y/n: Khalia!

K: What?? Oh come on, now you know all the sex stories involving me and Cliff...

Y/n: Hahah..Fair enough, It was nice.

K: Nice? Now you know one worded answers don't satisify me. How long? How big? Where?

Y/n: Hahah..10 minutes [you mumbled.]...Um, 8 inches- I think and in his bed. Happy? Lol.

K: Woah, woah woah...10 minutes???! You mumbled but I still heard that, you ain't slick....LMAO!!! The hell....10 minutes, boy oh boy....SMH.

Y/n: Shut up! Leave my baby alone, he did the best he could.

K: Hahah, you say shit like that when he might burn the toast in the morning, Not when he can't last more than 8 minutes...

Y/n: 10!

K: Whatever, same difference. LOL!

You started to pout.

K: Aw hunnie, I was just teasing...You know Cliff has his down ward moments too.

Y/n: I couldn't tell by the way you talk about it...

K: I know, lol. He got that "A" dick so you know he gets down! Hahaha.

You just gave her a blank stare.

K: Oops, sorry. [she smiled.]....Um to better, um different news, heard someone is moving up to NYC for their music.

Y/n: Yea. I'm proud of him.

K: Thats good, me too. Support your man.

Y/n: Oh I do.

K: When does he leave?

Y/n: Some day soon, wait I'll call and ask him.

[you dialed his number.]

F/v: Hello???

Y/n: Um, Is Jovan available??

The person on the other end of the phone grunted and put the phone down, but when they did you could hear a slight conversation going on.

Person #1: Who is that?

Person #2: Probably one of your little groupies, Damn Jovan- You haven't even completely made it to New York and already got hoes flockin yo jock.

Person #1: Quit tripping Trish, There isn't anyone else for me but you--We getting married right? You the one coming with me to New York right? You're my inspiration, you're the reason I wrote that song;; "You Should Be With Me", You'd honestly think I'd write that for another bird??

Person #2: ...Well, what about the girl you went to prom with?

Person #1: Baby, for one: I went to prom with her because you were working double shift all weekend and when you got back to our place I just wanted you to sleep; Get some rest- You deserve it. For two: She's a nice chick and all but that girl got too many issues going on, a mental case if you ask me. So...see it for what it really was:: a pity date and nothing more. Ok?

Person #2: Okay baby.

Someone picked up the phone and cut it off. You just sat there in disbelief shaking your head crying your eyes out, Khalia noticed and quickly sat by you. She asked you what was going on, you told her everything.

K: Baby I am soo sorry, Niggas are stupid! He don't deserve you no way. You were way above him.

Y/n: I guess but my dumb ass shouldn't have let him have sex with me, he's just like the rest of them and I was just another notch under his belt. I feel like a stupid hoe for this, he's probably sitting back laughing at me, If I knew this, I would've just stayed with Rodney...

K: No! No! You hear me, For one:: Don't you ever call yourself a stupid hoe. For two:: Fuck Jovan and the silly bitch he call his future wife, when he hit New York they gon get a divorce quicker than they say I do. And for three:: Don't you ever ever ever in life or death consider going back with Rodney's trifflin ass!!!! You are a queen and you deserve more, so much more. Got it?!

Y/n: Yea...Uh huh and if I'm sucha queen and I deserve so much more; why haven't I gotten it yet?

K: Believe me mama, Its comming; You just have to wait and be patient. Shit, look at me...I been patient for years, and its finally paying off. My world is being pieced together by the grace of God. And God will piece yours together too, in all due time. Just wait for that angel to come knocking on your door. Have faith.

Y/n: Angels don't exist, never have. Hmpt, and have faith?? Have faith--I did; In Jovan and look where I'm ending up, In heartbreak hotel slitting my wrist like an emo.

K: Y/n, you slit your wrist and I'll kill you.

Y/n: Lol.

K: I wasn't joking. But faith is the key to everything, you just have to open your heart and really let God in for it to work.

Y/n: True...

K: Exactually, Now will you try for me?

You nodded your head cracking a smile.

K: Thats my lil miss sunshine. And mama, don't even worry about Jovan;; He gon get his...When his album doesn't even reach copper, Oh- he will know not mess with my sister girl no more and know I'm not the one.. [she smiled.]

Y/n: Lol. How?

K: You must've forgot T.I. my baby daddy; Let's just say he got connects...

Y/n: Noo, don't do that.

K: And why not? He did it to you--Hurt you in the worse way. So karma needs to bite him in the ass.

You and her talked for a couple more hours and you left. You didn't drive that day, you just walked. You walked until you hit the park across from the washington harbour on waterfront. You loved that park, you went there alot; To clear your head and ease your mind...It was beautiful, especially at night. It was known for its cherry blossum trees everywhere and pretty landscaping. You walked the green until you got to your favorite tree in front of the lake where the park stopped and the harbour began. You sat down and thought over your life. You assumed it was a mirror to what could you put life in better perpective, but maybe it wasn't your reflection you needed to see...Maybe it was those around you. You were glad you going to college in a few days, it was time for a fresh start. The start of a new coming of age woman. Once you got home you told Pam and ma about the whole situation; They were more upset than you were..By this time after hours of meditation and reflecting you were at peace. You later told the rest of the girls; who were also mad. But you told them Khalia's plan and that was the only reason they didn't get crazy and why Pam didn't tell Tony...Only person who didn't know was Sunny; She been ghost for awhile, but everyone also vowed not to tell her about Khalia's plan to prevent conflict..being it that Jovan is still her cousin.....When word got back to Jovan that you was the person on the other end of the phone that one day, He's pretty much tried to call you [or so you've heard.] But you got your number changed and if he did that then you're also pretty sure he might've stopped by your old job at "The Bowl" but since you're going to college miles away; You resigned...You pick up your final check tomorrow.......

Wheeew! There you guys go....All the adds my little body could produce in the last 6 or more hours....I dedicated my ass to my chair and my hands to this keyboard...Because I know from the old board;; This was my first first story (my baby, heh.) And well I want to finish it....Hope you all enjoy these adds....Iam sleepy now, signing out at 9:48am...(Been on since before 11pm;; yesterday. Talk about dedicated huh? lol!)....Well happy reading! Enjoy!

Merry Christmas and Goodnight! (Or Morning, lol. )



.....Is MUCH needed, lol. Ttys...

This storie is back!! Yay!!

Javon is an ASSHOLE Karma gonna come back to that ass!!

I wonder when she gon Chris again.

((THE NEXT DAY))

You woke up refreshed. It was a new day and despite the drama from the yesterdays, you weren't going to allow it to conflict with your todays and tomorrows. You're not going to lie, You loved Jovan- You felt it. So naturally you're going to be hurt by the man who you assumed was more "real" than the rest. But even though you were hurting, you were just going to let it go....Because you were heading to college in a couple of days and you really didn't need any old bullshit following you...So its best to flush it now and move on.

Today you were going to "The Bowl" to pick up your last check, you were going to miss that job, You developed alot of good memories...But your memories will follow you, but besides you planned on comming back to visit. You were even going to miss Joe's crazy ass (your boss). He really made that job worth it all...lol. Good times.

[You drove up to the spot and walked in.]

J: There she is...

Y/n: Hahah. Hey Joe.

J: Whats up ms. lady? Bout to go to college eh? Just leaving me behind.

Y/n: Hahah. I'll visit.

J: Uh Huh, Thats what they all say...

-You both laugh.

J: [sigh.] Anyway, We're going to honestly miss you. [He said while signing the check.] If the college thing doesn't work out, you know where home is and I will always have this spot ready for you. [He said giving you the check.]

Y/n: Thank you Joe, Don't make me tear up round here. Heh.

Joe just smiled, damn...you were really gone miss the place you really made home....Joe came from around the corner and gave you a hug without speaking. You were going to miss yung pops..Alot of times he played the role of daddy, when he wasn't flirting, lol.......You finally backed away from the hug, before you really got emotional. You said your good-byes to the rest of the staff and was about to leave.

F/v: Y/n?

You turned around.

Y/n: Kenyatta? Hey girl, I haven't seen you since prom. How was it??? [you said as yall began to walk and talk.]

K: Girl, I had took your advice. I walked over to him in the crowd and took him away. All the girls were mad, but he actually said thank you...

Y/n: Thank you?? Lol! Why?

K: Because he said his ears were starting to bleed.

Y/n: Lmao! He wasn't alone, mine were too. And I wasn't even over there as long as yall were.

K: Lol.

Y/n: Soo, what else happened??? [you said grinning; rising your eyebrow.]

K: Heh. Well we danced and talked inbetween steps. [she paused.] There was at one point where I thought he wasn't paying attention to me...

Y/n: Why you say that?

K: Because I caught him looking at someone else.

Y/n: [you paused for a good minute, thinking like "Okay, I wasn't imagining things." but you quickly drew your attention back to her so it won't seem so obvious.]....Oh word?

K: Yup, But I didn't look back at who he was looking at...I didn't want to seem all jealous because he was just like cinderella, he was going home by midnight....[she said looking down.]

Y/n: Girl, you could've been his cinderella...ella..ella..eh..eh. But been like prince charming and swept him off his feet.

K: Hahah. You a mess.

Y/n: Girl, I'm serious. If you had've not been so shy, I say that because I know you, and just had've casually asked for his digits I bet he would've given them to you...

She just looked at you..

Y/n: Girl! You get them??

K: Hahah, yes....[she mentioned biting her lip; smiling.]

Y/n: Gon on head wit yo bad self, lol.

K: Heh. Thanks but I'm too scared to talk to him.

Y/n: Okay. Being it that I'm not that crazy over this dude nor am I looking for something new..especially since this is yo man [yall both laughed.]...How about I call him for you and break the ice for you?

K: You'd do that for me? Most girls would take the number and dip out, then they'd probably pretend to be me to keep the conversation going.

Y/n: Why not? You my home girl! And girl look, I'm not like these seaming chicken heads out here. Lol. I'm yo real home girl for life, iight?

K: Iight. Thanks. [she pulled up chris's cell number on her phone and gave it to you.]

[cell ringing.]

K: Is it ringing?

You nodded, smiling at her.

K: I'm nervous..

Y/n: Don't b(GCO).

F/v: Hello?

Y/n: Um..hi, is this Chris?

C: Yes..who this?? [he sounded really curious.]

Y/n: [you cleared your throat.] My name is Y/n..I doubt if you'll remember me especially since we never met but I was at the same prom you were like 2 or so weekends ago....

C: [he starts thinking about the girl he met eyes with that night, not realizing it was you...but he slips out and says.] Were you the girl in the whit(GCO)...

You had a feeling on what he was about to say, you got nervous and cut him off.

Y/n: Umm..I'm calling because of my friend, Kenyatta, the one you went to prom with; your date.

C: Ohhh. Yea, how is she? She never called. Is she okay?

Y/n: Oh yea [you said as you looked over to her and smiled.], She was just nervous so I called to break the ice for her. Matter of fact, shes next to me here she is...

C: Okay, nice to meet you.

But you gave her the phone before you heard what he said. You gave her a quick hug and bounced because you really needed to cash the check before it closed.

((AT THE BANK.))

Once you got there, it wasn't that full. You gave the lady the check; she cashed it and you were quickly on your way out the door. Heading out- you clashed into the door, not realizing someone was on the other side.

Y/n: I'm sooo sorry.

F/v: Its okay, My bad ma....Wait, Y/n?

You looked up;; It was Jovan....You grrr'ed at him and walked past him but he followed you.

J/h: Wait, let me explain!

Y/n: Explain what nigga?! How you been lying to me this whole time....I was sucha fool to have fallen for your bullshit.

J/h: No, I was the fool.

Y/n: You got damn skippy. And there you were preaching all this holy shit, you just as big a hypocrite like the rest of them.

J/h: I know and(GCO).

Y/n: I heard Trish is moving with you to New York, huh? I saw "Trish" tatted on your arm but you said that was your mothers name, and my dumb ass believed it. But out of respect for your mom, being that shes my elder, your mother, and that you're not really suppose to bluntly ask that- I never did. But you know what?? Good luck with your career, have fun. I'm proud of you.

J/h: I'm sorry, Can we please start over??

Y/n: Ohhh hell naw. Why you want to be with a mental case anyway? The pity date been over and so are we.

J/h: Noo, its not like that.

Y/n: Oh no? I guess that one night was just pity sex too huh? Yo limp dick ass...10 minute no good for nothing! You fuck like a stroke victim! Lol. I find more pleasure in my pinky than with you...

Jovan was looking salty...People in the parking lot and the streets heard it all...In the distant you could hear most of them laughing.

J/h: Okay, I deserved that [he said nodding his head, sucking his lips.]

Y/n: Yup, Now go home to your wife....Have a nice life...

J/h: We can be friends right?

Y/n: Peace out.

You walked away with your head held high, you felt good. You have offically let go...You were a free agent but you weren't available. Once you got into the car the radio started playing "As We Lay" By Kelly Price, after that song went off, you made a strick vow to yourself. FUCK NIGGAS, IM'A DO ME REGUARDLESS....You planned on staying single until after college and you had gotten everything in order with your life on every level.

Go ahead Y/N!! lmao @ what she said to Jovan.

((DAY BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS))

*AT WALMART*


L: I can't believe Jovan would do that.

Y/n: Lana, girl, can we please not talk about him? For real.

L: I know, I'm sorry. But I'm still trippin on how wrong he did you.

CB: I'm just glad she dogged his ass out, thats what he needed to hear. Sucha dog face nigga, speaking of him- Have ya'll heard from Sunny lately?

[Everyone shook their head "no"]

Y/n: Naw, I haven't. She been ghost before prom.

L: I know, and she was my best friend and I haven't heard from her.

R: Hmm, thats weird, well...hope she okay.

J: She better be...

L: Anyway, Y/n...what else you need on this list of yours?

Y/n: About at least like 4 big storage benge thingys. Some smell goods. Um, my digital camera (GCO).

CB: Is that it after? Cuz my feet hurt, we been here since..what? 8 this morning.

Y/n: Lol. I'm sorry girl, today was the only good day I had to buy this stuff, but um...yeah, this well be some of my last things, after I get an easy portable iron and some cleaning supplies.

CB: Cleaning supplies? Don't janitors do that job?

Y/n: And? Some of them people be nasty as hell...Nah uh, I'm gon buy some bleach and febrezze, etc. just to be sure. Because I do not want to be sleeping and living in germs.

L: Mmm hmm, I feel that. People be nasty, especially these trifflin females.

CB: Oh yeah, bitches is nasty these days...In that case, don't forget your extra flip flops.

L: Flip flops?

CB: Yeah, for when she get in the shower.

Y/n: Oh yeah, thanks for the reminder. Lets go head that way, after that I'ma be done.

CB: Good! [she started to smile.]

[Everyone laughed.]


-Ya'll finished and headed toward the line.

F/v: Damn lady, is you buying out the whole store? [He laughed.]

CB: Excuse you?

F/v: I was only joking....Well, will that be all miss? [Talking to you.]

Y/n: Yeah. [You said as you were still digging in your purse trying to find your credit card....You finally found it, and looked up to give it to him.]......Rodney???? [Everyone else drew their attention that way.]

R: Um, yeah. Hey Y/n, How are you?

E/b: Oh hell naw!

Y/n: Um, Im okay and you?

CB: Umm...She don't give a damn, Did you ring the stuff up so we can go?

R: Damn Court, I did..Its 150, I'm just trying to see how Y/n doing.

CB: For one nigga, dont say my name, especially with nan attitude. For two, put it on the card and bag that shit up so we can bounce.

R: Okay heffa, but can Y/n talk for herself?

[Court was bout to jump over the counter, along with everyone else but you stopped them.]

Y/n: Rodney, for one: Yes I can talk for myself. For two: Don't be jumping stupid with Court or anyone else. Got it?

R: Ahh, shit. Y/n dun grew some balls.

Y/n: Yeah, I did. Now lemme slap you in the face with them.

J: You sho need to, lol.

Y/n: Look, okay. I am not trying to get into it with you today or any other day in the future. I am a grown woman and I will conduct myself as such. So I will be the bigger person and move on about my business. So why don't you bag my stuff up so I can go on and continue to handle mine, iight?

[Rodney just looked, then finally put everything in the bags and handed them to you with a smile on his face.]

[*Walking toward the car*]

CB: Y/n, you should've let me kick his ass.

Y/n: Lol. Calm down, we outta there now.

CB: I'm just saying. He need it.

Y/n: He do, but lets not get down to his level.

L: I like how you told him off and put him in his place.

Y/n: Lol. Thanks, but I'm not sure if I did all that.

CB: Yeah cuz Rodney ass still stupid as ever.

E/b: True...Lol.

*LATER THAT NIGHT* [At your "Going Away" party.]


CB: Girl this party is bumpin`, but who is all these people?

Y/n: Lol, girl I don't even know...Um, some of my moms friends, Tony's friends...um, well I don't know, lol.

CB: Lol, Dang...I didn't realize you were leaving until now...I mean it just really hit me. I'm gon miss you round here.

[Everyone came over and jumped in.] "We all is."

Y/n: Hehe. Thank ya'll. I'm gon miss ya'll too.

P: Have you talked to Khalil lately?

Y/n: I did earlier, but he didn't sound too good, like he's sick or something....I think he said he had a summer cold. I should go visit him and check up on him or something.

P: Y/n, stop worrying. Khalil is a grown man...I think he can handle a summer cold, lol.

Y/n: Lol, yeah you right. But maybe I should call him, you know, just in case; To make sure.

P: Will that make you feel better?

[You nodded your head smiling.]

P: Well call him, But your butt better be on this floor dancing and having a good time when you're done.

Y/n: Lol, okay. Promise.

[You walked out the house and went to go sit in your car, since it was the only place you could think to go to that was quiet, lol.]

*Phone rings*

K: *coughs* Whats good? *coughs*

Y/n: Ugh, dang you need to cover up your mouth nasty.

K: [coughs louder thru the receiver on purpose.] How's that? Lol.

Y/n: [smacks your lips.] Whatever fucker.

K: Haha, Whats up missy?

Y/n: Nothing, Checking up on you. Seeing whats up.

K: Lol, Y/n I am cool..For the last time.

Y/n: But you said you have a summer cold.

K:....Oh, that.

Y/n: Yeah, that. Whats up with you? [Sounding worried.]

K: Look, before you start getting worried I'm iight. I just got sick, how I don't know...Probably from getting caught in the rain.

Y/n: Oh, okay.

K: See? Nothing to worry about, anyway. How are you? You leave tomorrow right?

Y/n: Yeah, I'm kinda nervous though.

K: Why?

Y/n: I always get that way when something new starts.

K: You gon be okay, I know. You always make it out on top.

Y/n: Thanks.

K: Tony told me, they was throwing you a surpise party...Oops.

Y/n: Yeah nigga, Oops, lol! Its okay though, they did it like an hour or two ago.

K: Its over already? Damn, lol.

Y/n: Haha, Naw nigga...Its still going on.

K: Then why yo ass not in there? Cuz it sound quiet as hell whatever you at.

Y/n: Haha, I'm in my car...If I was in there I wouldn't have been able to hear you.

K: Hahah, Damn who all there?

Y/n: I think the whole damn neighborhood and then some...I know theres alot of them in there I don't know.

K: Hahah, Well you better get up in there to party.

Y/n: Ha, I know I just (GCO)

*BANG, BANG!!*

K: Fuck was that?

Y/n: They banging at my window, hold up. [You let down the window.] Whats up with ya'll??

Khalia: Girrrrl, You need to get inside like yesterday.

CB: Yeaaaah, Jovan and that fool Rodney in there actin a mess.

Y/n: What? Inside now?

E/b: Yes NOW!

Y/n: Damn lemme get these fools out now before the police get here....KK, lemme call you back. [click]

[You rush out and follow everyone else back in the house, to see Jovan and Rodney up in there fighting.]


Y/n: HEY, HEY, HEY---WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN HERE!!!?

[Everyone stops at the sound of your voice, Your shout went over the loud music.]

J/h: He started it, Coming up in here acting like he running shit.

Y/n: First off: Why the hell nan one of ya'll here because I sho as hell didn't invite any one of ya'll.

R: I came here to talk to you. Then this sissy ass yella nigga stopped me.

[Then Jovan jumped back on him, cussing.]

Y/n: Stop it!

J/h: Shut the fuck up you bitch made nigga! Coming up in here trying to get back with my boo and shit.

R: Last time I heard she wasn't with your pussy ass.

[Rodney got back in his face, then Jovan in his face and they start scrapping again....They were going at it hard, almost breaking something of your momma's, So went upstairs and got your steel bat; Came back downstairs and start clocking heads...]

Y/n: I SAID HOLD THE FUCK UP! [You said still swinging your bat.]

[Everyone stood back because they didn't want to catch the other end of that bat.]

Y/n: Now listen. [Breathing hard.] For one: Who the fuck invited you or you?! Cuz I sho the fuck didn't...This is my party, Hince nan one of ya'll need to be here, because I don't want you here! For two: Neither one of ya'll is my man, Ya'll both some bitch made niggas, so you can't talk about other because you both one in the same, Some straight up pussys!! You hear me?? I don't want to talk to either one of you. So in case you didn't understand from the last time, I'm gone repeat it::: ITS OVER!!!! DON'T BRING YA ASSES ROUND HERE NO MORE!!!!

[The cops bust in the house.]

Officer #1: Excuse me!!! What is going on in here? We been getting calls about a rowdy disturbance going on at this address.

Y/n: I got two disturbances in here, Him and him [pointing at Rodney and Jovan.] If you get them out of here, I can promise you there won't be anymore problems.

Officer #2: Okay ma'am we will get them both out of here.

Y/n: Thank you.

CB: Yes, Thank you.

[The cops cuffed them up and forced them to leave.]

J/h: Y/n, Its not over...Don't give up on us. We had a good thing.

Y/n: We are over, That "good thing" was based on lies.

R: We ain't over either, I still love you.

Y/n: God, Can ya'll get them out of here any faster.

Officer #1: We're sorry ma'am we're trying. We're gone.

Y/n: Thank you and goooood bye!

[You turned again and thought a deep breathe.]

L: Iam so sorry your party turned out being a mess.

P: Me too.

Y/n: My party isn't a mess. I'm having fun. [You said smiling.]


[After they left, The party went back to normal. It got back cranked up, Everyone was having a great time. 5 hours later it was over.]

[You stood by the door as everyone left, thanking them individually for coming.]

P: You had fun?

Y/n: Yeah [Yawning.]

P: Somebody sleepy?

Y/n: Hell yeah, I got to get up early then a mofo tomorrow, Well today [Looking at your watch.]

P: Oh yeah, Oops. Haha.

Y/n: Its okay, Lets just rush and clean up. The quicker that, then I can sleep.

P: Right right, lol.

*RINNNNNNNNNG*

You rushed and slammed on the alarm clock, It seem like you just layed down. You quickly jumped up and rushed to shower then dress. Then ran downstairs.

P: We packed all your things in the car after we got done cleaning earlier this morning.

Y/n: We?

P: Yeah, Me..Tony, Lana, Ray, Juicy, CB and a few of Tony's friends. It was the least we could do after we had you up all night partying, lol.

Y/n: Lol, Thank you hun.

P: Welcome. Want some coffee?

Y/n: Yeah....Good morning mama.

M: Good morning babies. Today's your last day here huh?

Y/n: Yeah, But I'm coming back this weekend. [You said as you sat down to drink your coffee.]

M: Good, Heard you had a crazy party last night. And you was swinging a bat??

Y/n: Hahaha.

P: Hahah, Ma yeah you should've seent her, She put them dudes in check. Like seriously.

M: Hahah. Thats good. SIGH, I'm going to miss my babies. Now no one is in the house. Just me.

Y/n: Awww ma, I'm coming back. Promise k?

P: And ma you always know I come back.

M: Yeah, Its like you never left.

P: Well dang, lol.

Y/n: Lol. We still love you Pam.

M: Lol, yeah.

P: Whatever, lol.

M: Come on ya'll lets go, So we can get Y/n settled.

Y/n: Yeah, lemme grab my shoes.

P: Me too.

Y/n: I'll race you.

M: Hahah.

[You and Pam both run upstairs. Then rush down fast.]

Y/n: Ready.

[Ya'll leave, Ma and Pam trail behind you in the car. As you were driving you grew even more scared. Then you pulled up in front of Howard University, everything seemed so surreal. Tony and some of his friends greeted you at the door. They all helped you put your things in your dorm, They got it all up there pretty quickly; Which was good.]

What's going on with Kahlil? Is he gonna die?