This is a hot start!....Its different! I like that!


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Thank Ya Much!!

You welcome!....How did you come up with the concept?...Like her having C.P. and all....Do you know someone like that?

I used ME!! LOL!

“Ma have you seen my red crutches?” Zari yelled from upstairs.

Zari was honestly the most stylish person I knew besides myself. Everything on her had to match, including her crutches. She has a pair in every color.

“No use the black ones” Her mom yelled.
“No that’s too much black…never mind I found them” She said as we walked downstairs from her room.

Me and Zari were on our way to the park, to a festival. Lil Fizz was performing. Zari has been excited about this all week. We both love Fizz, but I’ll admit she loves him way more. In the course of this week we’ve been the mall to get new matching outfits, black fitted dickies pants with matching dickies shirts and with it we wore our matching Jordan’s. Zari’s was red and mine was baby blue. We also got our hair and nails done. Then today, she woke me up at 7:00 this morning. It was going to take us 2 buses to get the park and then we had to stand up when we got there. I don’t know about Zari but by time we get to the park I’m going to tired as hell.



I was meeting Lil Fizz today and I was so excited. I woke up Misha at 7 this morning. I know she’s going to kick my ass later, but I couldn’t help it I was excited.

“Okay Ma we’re leaving” I said as we got downstairs.

“Okay, Misha don’t let anything happen to my child. I swear if come back with one scratch, you better run as soon as you hit this door” My mom said seriously.

Me and Misha looked at each other and laughed.

“Now when have I ever let something happen to her” Misha said still laughing.

“See you later Ma” I said pulling Misha towards the door.

“Have fun and BE CAREFUL!” My mom yelled from the door.



After 2 crowded bus rides, we finally made to the park. No one had started performing yet so we walked around for little. After a while Zari started to get tired so we took a seat on a bench. Once the performances started Zari hopped up so fast I thought she was gonna fall, my heart almost jumped out my shirt. She knows I hate it when she does that. While we were watching this group called Young Fellaz perform, someone who worked the park saw Zari and offered her a chair, but she declined. I took the chair anyway just in case she wanted it later and right now my feet were hurting so I took a seat. Once Young Fellaz preformed Lil Miss Nana was up next and then Fizz.

“I’ll be right back” I told Zari.

“Where you going?” She asked.

“To talk to someone so you can be first in line to meet Fizz” I said.

“Oh, do your thing, be back before he gets on stage” She said excited.

“Oh, trust I will” I said laughing as I walked off.

I saw some of the cops that were working security and walked over to them. Once I explained they said Zari would surely be the first in line. I went back and told Zari. Just as I came back Fizz was taking the stage and every girl in the audience started scream at the top of there lungs including me and Zari. Fizz did 4 songs, Ride, 2 Years, one song I can’t remember, and the last song he did was Fluid. Everybody went crazy when the beat dropped.

“…When it comes to B2K, guess who her favorite…OHH!” We sang along to the song.

I looked over at my best friend she kept singing the song word for word. I’ve known her for years and I’ve never seen her this happy before. Hell, we were about to meet Fizz who wouldn’t be? Once Fizz finished he told everyone who wanted an autograph to go in a certain direction and damn if they all didn’t go in that direction at once. They knocked one of Zari crutches off her arm. Unaware that it was about happen she couldn’t catch her balance, but luckily I caught her before she hit the ground. I was mad now.

“HOLD THE FUCK UP! NOBODY’S ASS BETTER NOT MOVE!!’” I screamed.

Everyone stopped dead in there tracks. Zari even looked at me a little scared but she knew I was mad.

“I KNOW Y’ALL SAW MY FUCKIN SISTER! NOW ONE OF YALL KNOCK OVER IF YOU WANT TO AND I SWEAR I WILL BEAT YA ASS FROM HERE ALL THE WAY TO THE MOTHERFUCKIN HOPISTAL, CUZ U GONNA NEED ONE AFTER I’M DONE!” I screamed once again as I picked up her crutch and handed back to her.

As me and Zari made I our way over to the table other girls slowly walked passed us, making sure they said “excuse me” when they did.

oO.Zariana Point of View.Oo

See I that’s why I love Misha. She was about to beat a bitch ass. As we slowly pushed pass all the girls crowd, you know some had to hate. But I didn’t care because regardless of what they said I was meeting Fizz. We finally made it to the front and we stood up by the table waiting for Fizz to come out. A few minutes later Fizz was coming down the steps and the closer he got to me the faster my heart began to beat.



As I walked down the stairs I saw two fans already at the table waiting for me. One was on crutches. She looked so excited, but at the same time she looked so tired. I noticed her when I was performing and she stood standing thru every song.

“Hey Sweetie, what’s your name?” I asked her.

She looked at me and opened her mouth, but nothing came out. I smiled at her and she smiled back.

“Zariana” She said nervously.

“Nice to meet you, beautiful.” I said as I handed her autographed CD.

“May I have a hug?” She asked.

“Sure lil mama” I said.

I came from around the table and gave her the biggest and longest hug I could give her.

“Thank You Fizz, and I just want to say I’m really proud of you for getting back out there after everything that happened.” She said as she released from the hug.

She was first fan since I’ve been on this promo tour to tell me they were proud of me and I could tell she meant it because she said so sincerely.

“Thank you that means a lot to me” I said smiling.

“You welcome” She said as she smiled back.

I headed back around the table and signed a CD for her best friend,
who’s name was Kamisha.

“Thanks Fizz” She said as I gave her a hug too.

“You welcome” I said.

They were about to walk off, but something told me to stop them.

“Hey, would y’all like hang out with me until I finish signing autographs?” I asked anxiously.

“HELL YEAH!” They both screamed.

What Zariana said really did mean a lot to me and I wanted to properly thank her and Kamisha.

Awww! Are you serious? (Well of course you are, but I still felt the need to say that, lol. sorry)....What is it like?....Do you ever get frustrated from it?...Sorry I asked so many questions, I was just quite curious.



But Im loving this story! Fizz seems like sucha sweetheart...


Bump, Bump, Bump (Lol, I didnt know what else to say.)

LOL!! one of my fav parts!! I luv when I snap out!

LOL!! Luv tha part when I snap out! Classic!

Let's not even talk about seeing Fizz and forgetting that you have a voice...let alone a mouth!

I was about to sign my last autograph. They told me I could only sign autographs for 20 minutes but I wanted to sign one for every girl there. The girls were pretty cool. Most of them cried it was kind of overwhelming I never understood why girls do that, I guess I never will. Some girls gave Kamisha and Zariana nasty looks but they just laughed it off. But one girl just really pissed me off; she was the last one get an autograph.

“Hey ma, what’s your name?” I asked her.

“Tiffany” She said smiling.

“Nice to meet you Tiffany” I told her as I signed the CD.

“Can I ask you something?” She asked as she took the CD from me.

“Sure”

“Why would you wanna be seen with her?” She asked as she looked towards Zariana.

I don’t know why but when she said that my blood started boiling. I looked over the two of them and I grabbed Kamisha lightly because she had a look on her face like she was ready to catch a case.

“The same reason why you walked out the house this morning looking like that” I said smartly.

She shot all of us a nasty look then walked away.

“Hey ladies, I’m hungry would you like to get something to eat with me?”

They both looked at me like they couldn’t believe those words had just came out my mouth.

“Sure, we’d love to”

“Well, come on let’s go”

They just smiled as walked to the car. For some reason my eyes kept landing on Zariana. She was so beautiful.

“Zariana can I ask you something?” I asked.

“Sure” She said as looked at me and smiled.

“Are you tired, because I saw you standing up through whole show?”

She smiled again.

“Actually I am, but I’m not the type complain” She said.

I admired that. She seemed so strong. Nothing stopped her. Even when wanted to stop she kept it moving.

“Oh, well you’ll have time relax because I have cravin’ for Italian. How do y’all feel about the Olive Garden?”

“We love the Olive Garden” Kamisha said.

“Olive Garden it is” I said as we walked up to the car.

The driver got out and opened the door and Kamisha got in first. I was about to get in so I could sit next to both of them, but then I realized that Zariana may need help getting in the car.

“Do you need help getting in?” I asked her.

“Oh no I have it, but you can take these” She said handing me her crutches.

I took the crutches from her and got in the car. She got in after me and I looked on in amazement. I’ve met other people with disabilities and they were so dependable on other people. So to see her so independent really surprised me. We talked the whole way to Oliver Garden; I got to know them better. I found out their both eighteen and fresh out of High School. I also found out that besides me their favorite artist were Chris Brown, Mario, Nelly, and Ludacris. The longer we were in the car the more they loosened up and I was happy about that. After they loosened up I realized they were so full of energy and just as goofy as they wanted to be. For example, Fluid came on the radio. When to the “When comes that B2K shit guess who her favorite….Ohhh” They screamed the Ohh so loud that scared the driver and swerved the car. I busted out laughing! Once we pulled into the parking lot they had the driver turn up the radio and we all got out the car and started dancing. Then Misha jumped in my face acting out the bridge of the song. Then Zari begged me to do one of dances I did in the video, but I said I would only to do if she did it with me. Trust and believe lil mama has rhythm. We just stood in the parking lot acting a fool for a whole 10 minutes. I knew I was drawing attention myself but at that time I didn’t care I was having fun. It was good to be out with people that saw me as Dreux and not Lil’ Fizz.

oO.Misha Point of View.Oo

After acting a fool in the parking lot for about 10 minutes, we finally made it inside the restaurant. We found out self a booth, got our orders taken and now we were about half way through our meal.

“I’ll be right back y’all I have to use the bathroom” Zari said.

“You got it or you want me to come with you?” I asked her unsure.

“I got it Mish” She said reassuring me.

She slid out the booth, grabbed her crutches, and headed toward the bathroom. I watched as Zari went towards the bathroom, a smile came across Fizz’s face.

“Is she always so joyful and inpendent?” He asked.

“Yeah, She doesn’t like anyone to feel sorry for her. She feels her life was made this way for a reason and going to live it to the best of her ability.” I explained to him.

When I finished giving him the answer to the question I noticed that smile on his face grew wider and that made me wonder.

“Can I ask you something?” I asked him.

“Go ahead” He said as he sipped his water.

“Do all your fans make you smile like that?” I asked putting him on the spot.

He hung his head down and started laughing a little bit. I guess he was trying to hide the fact that he was blushing.

“Actually, no they don’t” He answered honestly.

“I didn’t think so” I said giving him devilish smile.

“I’m back, what’d I miss?” Zari said as she came back to the table.

“Nada” We both answered.

We ate and joked around for a few more minutes, until Fluid sprung out on Zari’s phone. I caught a smile come across his face as he blushed. I guess it flattered him that she had his song as a ringtone.



“Hello?” I said answering my phone.

“Where are you? That festival ended hours ago” I listened to my mother say on the other end of the phone.

“Ma, We’re at Olive Garden” I explained to her.

“And how did you get to Olive Garden?” She said.

“Dreux” I said calling Fizz by his first name.

“Who is Dreux?” She asked as her tone changed.

“Dreux is Lil Fizz” I told her.

“YOU’RE AT OLIVE GARDEN WITH LIL WIZZ?” my mother screamed into the phone.

Fizz and Misha bust out laughing so I know they heard her.

“Ma, it’s not Wizz, it’s Fizz” I told her laughing.

“You knew what I meant” She said defending herself.

I just laughed.

“Well, have fun.” She told me.

“I am”

We said our goodbyes and hung up the phone. Then we sat and joked around while we ate and then it was time to head back. The ride wasn’t as hype as the ride there. We all had a bad case of the ‘itis’, so we were sleepy. Once we pulled up to my house. Dreux told the driver to wait so he could walk us to the door and meet my mom.

“Mom, we’re back” I yelled as I entered the house and put my crutches down.

“Okay, I’m upstairs” She yelled.

“Can you come downstairs, someone wants to meet you” Misha yelled.

A few seconds my mom appeared at the bottom of the steps.

“Who you?” She asked Dreux.

“I’m Dreux” he answered my mom laughing a little bit as me and Misha laughed with him.

“Oh, you Lil Wizz?” She asked excited.

Me, Misha, and Dreux bust out laughing once again.

“Ma, It’s Fizz” Misha said still laughing.

“The boy know his name” She said annoyed.

Dreux just stood there and smiled.

“Well thank you for taking my daughters out. There a very dedicated fan unlike most of the girls out there” my mom said sincerely.

“No need to thank me. I wanted to do it” He said.

“Well aren’t you the gentlemen” My mom said smiling.

“Thank you, I wish I could stay, but the car is outside waiting” He said in kind of sad tone.

I guess he didn’t want the day to end either.

“Aw okay” Me and Misha said at the same time.

“But I want keep in touch okay?” He said as smile came across his face.

We exchanged numbers, and then he gave us both hugs. He started to head out the door until he turned around and came back and gave me another hug followed by a kiss on the forehead.

“Stay beautiful” He told me as he smiled.

Without saying anything else he headed out the door. Once my mom shut the door her and Misha looked at me.

“What?” I asked

They just started laughing and went upstairs leaving me confused. Me and Misha changed into our PJs and before you knew it Misha was knocked out. She always fell asleep on me. I laid in thinking about my life and today. My thoughts were broken my phone vibrating on my bed.

“Hello” I answered in a low tone.

“Hey Beautiful” The voice said on the other end of the phone.

Dreux and I stayed on the phone for hours that night. We talked about everything we could think of. Truth be told he was totally different person from what you saw on TV. I was glad I was getting know the REAL Dreux P. Fredric.

Awwww!!! I love this story! And LOL @ "YOU AT OLIVE GARDEN WITH LIL WIZZ?" Hahaha. funny and she kept messing it up too, lol.

Oooooooooh! Fizz gotta thing for Z-mama. Uh Oh. LOL. Get it!


And okay I live in Ohio-So Im not that far away, I plan on making another trip to NJ once I get ahold of some money. And we can have fun then! I havent had real fun in a LOOOOOOOONG time. Its well needed.




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Everybody laughs @ that part!! I laughed when I wrote it LOL!